MARIA, she contact me once again.
acyually she contacted my father first because she lost my number. then she asked for my number. my father did not give her my number! like WTH! only after i bathe finish and heard my parents saying someone is pregnant. i kapo and ask who. turns out to be maria.
she is 7 months pregnant..did'nt go to hong kong to work.
then i thought IF i did not kapo and asked who pregnant, my father wouldn't even tell me.
then he let me see the message that maria send him. THE MESSAGES SHE SEND WERE ALL SO TOUCHING! BUT ALLY MY FATHER COULD REPLY WAS " don't message me anymore" WTF!
of course i kept quiet. then i use his phone to message her and gave her my number.

i was like crying la..she told me that she is very very sad that when my father told her not to message anymore and also dun have my number. then say that when i message her with my number she was sooo happy!
then i now think about it i can still cry, i miss her sooo much.
i gonna find time to develop photos and write her a long long letter.
oh my gosh..I REALLY DO MISS HER AND LOVE HER!
why does my father not understand that she is important to me.
she is the one i turn to when i have any troubles, she is the one that comfort me, she is the one that remembers my birthday and always with no fail give me present, she is the one that tell me about her life, she WAS my best friend. she had suffered so much because of me. she is the one that truly care and understands me the best. ohmy..