Firstly, I am still with Jeremy Ow Tong Liang. I love him ttm. <3

Secondly, I gonna change and become more mature. Definitely will be good for me no matter where i am at.

Thirdly, I'm gonna try studying really hard and try to jungle boyfriend, friends as well as school.

Fourthly, I would love go to church. I feel at ease and happy there. :D

Fifthly, I will improve my cooking skill!!

Sixthly, I will will be a better girlfriend. I hadn't been a good on so far i feel. So i will try really hard in all ways.

Okay moving on to my life, now I and Jeremy (baby) aren't talking.. Yeah heart pain and all but.. I thought i shouldn't disturb his peace. I mean it makes so much sense that he ain't taking my call and messages which mean he doesn't want to hear from me.

So i am giving him some time alone. And probably wait till he gives me a call or text me.

Sad but worth it..

Okay enough of the sad stuff, I tried making nice nice cards for him. SIAN i went church yesterday i saw far more nice-er cards than mine. :( But i know baby would see my effort and still accept it happily. :D

Oh i'm gonna cook maggie mee today! My school starts at 2pm. Shiok but like that every monday eat maggie mee?? MY HAIR!!!

I really hope not to see Jeremy today.. (No, actually i really want to see him! But then it's only wise that i be independent and leave him alone.. I miss him though. It has been 3 and half days that i hadn't hear from him..) Well i know he doesn't want to see me so.. Yeah.

Okay that's all for today! Goodbye! I'll post another if i'm free.

I love you baby.. Hope you talk to me soon.